Wow, I haven't been on in 2 years. Crazy how much has changed. I'm practically a different person. I've been heartbroken over and over in these past years, but I quickly learned what I had to do to stay safe and protect myself from harm. I'm a better person now. I've pieced back my relationships with family and friends little by little and mended my broken heart. It's safe to say I'm happier now than I've ever been. I've got the guy, the friends, the job, the looks, and the life going for me that I've always dreamed of. Couldn't ask for anything better, which is why what I'm about to say is very selfish. I'm missing something, and I need that thing. No matter how hard it is to get, I will find it and I will get it. I'm not sure what that thing is, but I'll figure it out eventually. If I don't who knows what could happen. I just need to be as happy as I can.
So in these next few months of summer vacation, me and my sixteen year old self are going to pour our heart and soul out to you. I hope you take my words and use them in your own life and that they help you like they helped me. I'm going to be traveling the roads that I need to take in order to fill up the black hole that is inside of me. I need to fill it up before it engulfs me in it's darkness and I'm unable to escape.
Wish me luck. More to come soon..
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